Just a post to let everyone know that I'm still alive and that I'm still here. I realise I haven't posed anything in a very long time.
I'm afraid that things have been pretty hectic for me. My father's cancer has gone terminal and I'm sad to say that he most likely will not make it past April. So with visiting him in the hospital, homework, exams and my wedding coming up in 4 and a half months I've been doing a lot of running around. To top it off I've also managed to turn myself into a clean freak in the process ^^; I do actually get time on the computer but I've mostly been lingering on Deviant Art.
So I am still here and I'm not leaving. Once things are less crazy I'll start to be able to post like I used to.
THAT is quite a lot on your plate. I muse over what a mixed bag you have on your mind, the sadness you feel over what happens to your father and at the same time in a few months a wedding that is such a joyful event.
What can I say other then that i'm sorry about your father and at the same time I wish you the best on your wedding day in a few months.
It's been pretty rough mix. Lately I get these mood swings every few days or so. I'll go from being happy and feeling fine to panic and being upset over eveything I can possibly think of. Those times usualy only last an hour or 2 though and then I get back to my normal self.
But really, thank you everyone. It's nice to know that everyone is praying for us and wishing us the best. It's support like that that keeps us strong
